
Some days Almost all nights After some days
I would wall myself From everything Living and otherwise
On that night I sat and ate peanuts Watering my mostly-dead house fern
Listening to cars splash through puddles Of a retreating thunderstorm
And I sometimes questioned Like that night and others before it
How could I face another round Of the everyday Tomorrow?
The hope was all but lost When shackled by a work week That no longer worked
I pondered those thoughts As I had 500 times before Wondering why I hadn’t any beer To wash away the apathy Or the nuts
Better off without I thought As I watched My poor plant die right before me
words and photos by jay halsey